April 13, 2009...8:21 pm

I want to have a baby

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Yes.  It’s true. 
Do you ever have those moments where you see a young, chubby-cheeked, cooing kid and think, “MMM…I need to get me some of that!”?  Ok…that sounded strange… but it’s true.

I think something that doen’t help this little craving I get every once in a while is that Tim wants kids even more than I do.  Thus, when he sees one, he can’t help but smile and sigh, and if I’m there, he looks back at me with puppy-dog eyes and is thinking “She would be a beautiful mother, I can’t wait.”  It’s true!  He’s confessed.  His boss can tell he wants kids and mentions it as he gravitates toward them and smiles :) 

HOWEVER, all this aside, I do not desire to have kids any time in the near future.  No.  Should God drop one on my doorsetp, I would probably faint and maybe even die.  It wouldn’t be pretty.  No matter how cute, huggable and darn right perfect they may seem- the ones I see are not mine, and therefore have nasty temper tantrums, an ability to cry 23 hrs/day and would never allow me to sleep.  Babysitting sounds good for now.  It REALLY does.

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